.. yes i know its late

with the new year here i am at a bit of standstill.

i feel like a duck on an eddy. feverishly paddling yet only going in circles. where is this mess of a blog headed? where am i headed? how is it that money needs to be spent but unable to be earned?

my thoughts these days just seem to go around each other, stumbling, whirling ever faster. until i am literally exhausted barely able to keep my eyes open or to summon the energy to watch a movie or do anything.

with everything swirling its hard to line them up to type them out, so i apologize.

no promises, just need to write more only for the sake of writing.